This week seems to have flown by. I think it started with my wonderful weekend. The job interview on Monday came, and almost a week has gone by. I suppose I should abandon hope at this point. I don’t understand it, really. The job has been posted since July 11. Maybe they are being super selective, but it seems to me like only a few (i.e. ME) people were even interested in the job. *shrug*

Jason’s wedding is tomorrow. I completely wish him the world, but the more I hear about how great the bride is (even if she isn’t) the sicker I get. I’m not jealous of him or her, just the situation I want to be in (with someone else, definitely).

It’s early in the broadcast tonight, but the Clowns are in a really bad position. I hope this commercial break is only a network ploy to build suspense, and when it’s over, something good worked out!

[Edit: Tonight’s show is over and I think I’m going to cry some more. My heart hurts *sniff*]

I don’t feel lucky. That’s why I’m surrounding myself with lucky symbols. I’m hoping that luck will sweep into my life and make it better. Maybe that’s irrational, but maybe it’ll work…