Category Archives: Personal

Suffering

I’ll write more when I get caught up on my sleep and my head isn’t pounding, but I just wanted to thank Ben and Jesse for a wonderful weekend. Fandom Room is planned and ready for shelving, I have a great Hagrid to watch over me, four great books that make me tingle just thinking about them, and a yummy donkey cake. OK, I don’t have any cake left, but man, was it yummy.

Thanks guys. I’ll try to be more poetic later.

p.s. I can’t wait to see da haircut!

The Deal.

With a couple of quick phone calls and $1500, I’m now a grad student…again. Yup, I have to supplement my master’s degree with a few classes, which I will be starting in less than a week. I will be updating Fanvid-Recs.com regularly, but I probably won’t be starting any new vids unless something just screams “VID IT!” to me. I’ll be checking out LJ as usual, I would imagine, especially since my classes are web-based. Bwa!

I can’t wait to see and when they visit this weekend, and dammit, I’m going to hang out with if it’s the last thing I do.

Bah

Since this is an uncharacteristically maudlin entry, I’m cutting the whole damned thing.

So I went to “Bah Humbug” today. Alone. Meh. Shrader had to work, Flo didn’t check her mail until too late, and Scott went to the wrong play. The performances were great, just as I expected. Going to the play didn’t help my situation at all, though. Arrgh. I haven’t felt lonely (despite my utter alone-ness) in years now–until today. *sigh* I wanted to see Narayan, but he finally earned his degree from UNC and graduated today. Since his bitch mother was involved in the celebration, I decided to forgo the festivities and stay here.

Now I know for a fact that I was the best looking person at the play, yet I was the ONLY person arriving alone, sitting alone, and leaving alone. Suddenly, life began to suck again. I’m sure I’ll snap out of this funk soon, but for now, I’m just going to go feel sorry for myself. I’m really good at it. Bah!