This turned out to be an alright day. Went to Monterrey and said, “Good-bye,” to all my friends (i.e. the waiters) there. I am really going to miss Francisco *sigh* Then I went to Target to buy things for my NEW apartment, as well as some coffee to get me through the rest of the week. Narayan wouldn’t go to dinner with me, so I guess he’s not feeling too pressed about me leaving, but I guess it only makes moving easier, huh. I’m still messing around with brushes, so keep checking Zero Much for new papers…I’m getting better.

What a difference a phone call can make. I called my dad with a question about something, and it was going well. Just when I thought the conversation was over—BLAM! Any confidence I had in myself, gone. *poof* I know I don’t have a job. I know I have to get a job. Whether I get a job here, there, or Timbuktu doesn’t matter. Even if wasn’t moving in three days, I *still* don’t have a job here. I think I’ll just go be sad for a bit…

I hate BellSouth. Those sorry SOB’s finally got my connect date right, but the internet is a whole separate thing. First of all, I won’t have DSL until the END of the month. Bastards. Secondly, if I use dial-up, I’ll be charged at DSL rates. Double bastards. I guess for two weeks, they think I’m going to just dick around and not go online. Bastards. I guess I’ll have to do the *free* trial of some ISP, then fight with them to cancel my order. UGH UGH UGH

My “ten more minutes” of sleep this morning turned into 3 hours! At least I got my power and phone hook-ups. That is a huge relief. Oh, I got a prezzie from Dwayne’s trip…I’ll post a pic of it soon…*dances*