Damn, just damn

What do you do when everything around you turns to shit? Family (not involving me) is on the edge of monumental turmoil. I have no motivation to use either of my degrees and actually go back to work. I can’t even finish the vid I’m making for someone because I have no motivation for that either. I miss Narayan like crazy and he’s in Chile this semester and then Poland for the next and I don’t even have a passport to go visit him. Damn.just.damn.